I feel like a fool for letting myself deal with these things. it should be pretty obvious to me at this point that I'm alone inside of me, it's just me and my feelings to deal with and I feel no one else really cares, just like you feel the absense of the sun on a rainy day. and the person you wish would care only pretends they do, but they do such a bad job at it that it only makes it hurt more.
"Hush.. you ask for so much silly boy. such things only exist in dreams.." <--sounds like Gregs *smile*
While this could be all wrong . I wish someone would prove me wrong and not give up on me. I'm sure the right words and display of interest would more than likely boost up some hope.
Today's horoscope for Pisces (Lilly's version)
"It doesn't matter whether or not you try to hide your feelings, Fishy: the whole world can tell what you're thinking just by looking at your face. If you want to get it off your chest, talk to your best friend. He or she is just waiting for you to tell all."
My reply to it: I wish the world would see, maybe the sympathy wouldn't be so bad. and who would that best friend be? I can't seem to find the one that will be there waiting for me to "tell all" when I need it most.
I don't want to be alone on this.. it's getting chilly.. and I don't know how to warm up by myself..
I stll lv y xEni-Infinity..